Saturday, January 22, 2011

I'm bored. -_-

Darby's in class today, so I'm just hanging out, looking for stuff to do. I'll probably just wait for him to get back though, and play his video games or something, cause I don't trust going outside alone.
Storm said he's not safe, and I'm not quite sure what that means, cause he seems okay. I don't think he's gonna hurt me or anything like that, but they had a combatives session this morning and I was a little scared. xD He's fast and he went against a guy who was like, huge, and just took him down and had him tapping in no time. It was cool to watch. :) I'll post later if anything happens.


Friday, January 21, 2011

The blade?

A weird thing to call Darby, Storm. He's different in person, really light and just happy. He smiles a lot more then it sounds like he does. He wasn't too happy when he came back though, I knew he wouldn't like, do anything to me, but the feeling he gave off was scary.
He's better now though, talking to Sammie I think. I'm lying on his bed, which is a bunk, still on the bottom for now though. He'll probably make me sleep up on the top one though. -_- I don't wanna.

He's REALLY open too, like, he got out of the shower not too long ago and came out in a towel. ^////^
I didn't know what to think, so I left the room. Didn't bother him, but still have that stuck in my head.

I shouldn't be saying some of these things, I just met him and I really don't know much about him other then the blog, he's kind of quiet, but he has a great smile, and he doesn't really need to say anything because of that.

Hopefully he isn't like, some crazy killer/rapist. >.>

(Hey, I am most definitely not a rapist.)

Alright, I guess I'm getting kicked to the top bunk. I'll post when he's done with his computer.


Texas is rough guys.

I got off the airport and almost instantly got lost, no one knew where I was going and I couldn't really help them cause my directions suck.

Darby's annoyed with me, I don't exactly remember how he found me. I guess I mean I don't know HOW he found me. All I know is I was walking through the mall in San Antonio, which is where I thought I could find him, like weeks ago, apparently not, when this guy comes up behind me without me knowing, and he just said, "Vexil" and walked away.

It freaked me out, so of course I followed him to ask him how he knew my name. Now i'm sitting in a hotel room while he's at class, confused mostly, and I'm bored too. I think I'm gonna take a nap and wait for him to get back.

One more thing, even though he's mad that I'm here...he's still kind of cute.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

I'm in Texas now.

I got to Texas today after a plane ride. I'm not quite sure where to look, but since C.A. is in the military, that's where I'm gonna start. I really hope C.A. doesn't think I'm stalking him, or anything, I just think that there is strength in numbers and I know he thinks that too. So I'm gonna look and hopefully I find him, and I really hope he accepts me being there, cause I don't know how I'm going to get back.

-Vexxil <3

Friday, January 7, 2011


I've decided I'm going to Texas. I don't know where C.A. is exactly, but I'm going to find him. I've read his most recent post, and I'm scared for him.

I want to make sure he's alright. I don't know when I'll get there, but I'm going to get there, and I'm going to find him.

Stay safe C.A., I'm coming.

-Vexxil <3

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

I'm alright for now.

Hi guys, it's been a few days, I know. I've been stuck in my house, cleaning and New Year's and stuff.

I've been talking to C.A. and I have to say thank you, you've been really helpful and motivating.
I went to the store today. It was normal, just a trip everyone else in the world takes to their local market.

It made me really happy, nothing weird happened. I haven't felt this calm in a while.

C.A., I don't know if you're a guardian angel or anything like that, but thank you, because you're mine. :)

-Vexxil <3

Friday, December 31, 2010

My name is Alexandria Vexil.

I just thought I should say that.....everybody keeps calling me 'him'. I'm most definitely not a guy. So I don't know what's been happening to me or anything, but I thank you all for the support.

I've been looking up this whole thing, (thanks Vieve), and I guess I'm in trouble. Or danger, something bad. I don't know who to trust or anything, apparently I can't even trust myself, so I guess I'll just sit tight and hope nothing bad happens to me.

Happy New Years everyone,

xoxo Vexil <3